Gigi's Blog

23rd January 2012

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I thought I cared

I thought I cared about you getting abused

I thought I cared about you being depressed

I thought I cared about you when you cried

I was wrong.

I look at you as any other girl in that position. I don’t think of you as a friend or acquaintance. I don’t like you and don’t want to be friends with you ever again, but I do feel bad about the abuse happening cause no person deserves that. But hey, you brought it upon yourself. Continue not listening to your friends, and you will understand why I got rid of you. 

4th January 2012

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Good Deed

Today, I found $5 dollars on the floor :) Then later on, I met a girl that was heading to a shelter in Newark with her 2 year old son. I gave her the 5 dollars. I may not have alot of money. I may be close to poor, but at least I have a roof over my head and a mother who wouldn’t throw me out.

31st December 2011

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New Years

2011 has been an amazing ride. Lots of ups and downs.

The downs:

My ex best friend accusing me, talking shit behind my back, trying to turn people against me, insulted my disabled brother and sent me to court.

My ex-friend treating me like shit and did something that could’ve got me put in jail.

Guy that stole 90 from me and 80 from my boyfriend.

Guy that gave me shit

A girl that started way too much drama, tried to break me and Travis up.

A girl that had way too many issues.

The ups:

Met my sister, Hollie.

Met my little brother, Charles

Met so many people. Made friends.

Met my boyfriend Travis <3

Strengthened my relationship with my mother.

Learned from my mistakes

Faced Reality

Learned to drop friends that cause trouble and drama in my life.

The ups always beat the downs. There is going to be drama next year, I know it, but now I know how to deal with it. I’m still the nice girl everyone knows and loves, but I’m only going to be nice to the people that deserve it.

Happy New Year Everyone :))))

26th December 2011

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Christmas

I had a great Christmas. Even though we didn’t have the joyous Christmas like we used to, it still meant alot. My mother lost most of the joy of Christmas after the divorce 4 years ago, and including my grandmother’s death, despite this, she tries her best to make Christmas as joyous as it was back then. She is amazing for doing that <3 And though I didn’t get to see my boyfriend, it still meant alot that we text each other throughout the day. I love him sooo much <3

In the end Christmas 2011 was great. I loved every minute of it.

24th December 2011

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One of my best friends got back with the mother of all drama queens. I’m okay, but don’t want her to cause drama (like that’s gonna happen). But honestly, I’m not gonna worry. Yes he’s like a little brother to me, but hey, he’s old enough to guide himself and make decisions by himself. I can’t keep holding his hand.

4th December 2011

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Why?

I had a dream last night that my boyfriend cheated on me with a friend of mine. It’s the second time I had this dream (the first dream was with his ex). It seemed so real and the pain I felt, felt so real, but I know that he would NEVER do anything like that to me and my friend would never do anything like that to me, cause one she has a boyfriend and two has no interest in him whatsoever. I hate having dreams like this and I don’t know why I’m having them. And the funny thing is that the two people that I’ve dreamed about that he cheated with, they are unlikely people, and he is unlikely to go after them. Next thing you know, I’ll be dreaming about him cheating with my best friend that he has a “bromance” with (I wouldn’t be surprised if I did). The thought of him cheating on me is FAAAAAR from my mind. I haven’t thought about it for months. I completely trust him. I hope I don’t have any other dreams like that. I hate them so much :( But I’m so glad I woke up and realized that it was only a dream.

3rd December 2011

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I love this phrase

“If you fight like a married couple, talk like best friends, flirt like first loves, protect each other like family, it’s obviously meant to be” <3

So true.

3rd December 2011

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A friend in pain

My friend just got out of relationship with a girl who treated him like shit and cheated on him. But he is deeply in love with the girl and wants her back even though he knows she is with someone else and thought that the relationship was going nowhere. This poor guy needs to find someone who will treat him right and won’t play him in the end. He needs someone better. This guy is amazing and so nice, it’s hard to believe I’m finding so many good guys in one place. First one of my best friends, Charles who is so lovable; my boyfriend, Travis, whom is one of the nicest guys I ever met and now Peter. These three guys actually exist, instead of in my mind thinking that I come across guys like them it’s a 1 in a million chance.  But I met these 3 amazing men in just ONE year! I’m so glad to have them in my life, especially my boyfriend. He treats me so well and we have such amazing times together. Though we get into fights, but hey, that’s what comes with having a relationship. Peter deserves only the best, cause in my opinion, he has a heart of gold. And I mean that.

3rd December 2011

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This sucks. The way my life is right now. I’m so grateful for the people in it, but things really need to change. I want to be on my own (despite my family telling me I won’t survive on my own) and just begin my life. Cause life doesn’t began until we move out and are on our own.